What do i write?

Finally, i have my own blog to start with. The first task would be to write, duhh. So what should i write? Frankly, my dear, I don't know, duhh. Maybe I'd jumpstart with myself. A little bit of info, I'm 30 years old, currently semi-jobless. I still can't find what to do with my life, although I have the basic necessity of human ability like read, write, sleep, sh*t, etc. What does one want in life? What makes anybody different from the others, is it their career?the suit they wear? or is it how they suck up to their bosses and clients? How to be successful in business? Is it mandatory for one to be having a degree majoring in sucking up to be able to be successful in business?
I always thought that sucking up is a process of getting favor or the way to get upstairs more quickly eventhough one does not possess ay significant quality.
Do I have to suck up? why must i suck up? There's a fine line between sucking up n praising. To tell you the truth, people suck up all the time and the people taht are sucked up to must return the sucking up favor. Why? Because that's how people work. You receive sucking up and u return the favor. Why I must return something that in the first place i do not wish to receive?Because, it's human mentality after all.
Sucking up leads to corruption as well. It's a quid pro quo process. One must be in quite well adapt to this corruption process in order to be able to learn the ropes of sucking up.
The suck-ups are mostly businessman, politician and also normal people. Oh...i must go now...it's raining thunder! TBC...